Okay, the tumors pull, are tight, and cause pain. I can feel them now. It is really what started me (asking God what I should do) on my radical juice fasting.
Mat 17:14-21
14 And when they had come to the multitude, a man came to Him, kneeling down to Him and saying, 15 “Lord, have mercy on my son, for he is an epileptic and suffers severely; for he often falls into the fire and often into the water. 16 So I brought him to Your disciples, but they could not cure him.” 17 Then Jesus answered and said, “O faithless and perverse generation, how long shall I be with you? How long shall I bear with you? Bring him here to Me.” 18 And Jesus rebuked the demon, and it came out of him; and the child was cured from that very hour.
19 Then the disciples came to Jesus privately and said, “Why could we not cast it out?” 20 So Jesus said to them, “Because of your unbelief; for assuredly, I say to you, if you have faith as a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you. 21 However, this kind does not go out except by prayer and fasting.”
So I, a disciple, have been praying for healing, for the cancer to be cast out essentially, and it wasn’t happening. Why, God? This kind only comes out by prayer and fasting. That is when I started doing the juice fast. PLEASE KEEP PRAYING FOR ME! I need the prayers, because at the same time that I am contending for my healing in the natural (I want to eat a hamburger, I really do!) the enemy is hammering me with discouragement and hopelessness! I have been struggling with these feelings more now than I have in the past 25 years!
I have so much to get done and am only just starting to regain my energy. Some days I don’t have any energy at all and just want to sleep – that is probably too because my body is trying to heal! But the endnotes are waiting, I am getting requests now to finish the homeschooling section of my website (I really want to finish that anyway and get it done! And, when it is finished it can be easily turned into a book – that is where all the books come from, they start as blog posts LOL, but another book is more income) and there are other books waiting, and my marketing plan! I am so grateful to have work but the sheer volume is overwhelming and makes me want to cry LOL.
But I wanted to share this picture with you. I weighed in today and have lost 21 lbs since Dave and I started doing low carb. Whoo hoo! That’s in a little over 6 months, so it is about 3 lbs a month. I know as the weight comes off, that will also help healing from the cancer, as well as pain from the car accident etc.
When I am in Colorado I want one of you to take a new picture of me! I want to add a June picture to this.
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